Saturday, April 30
today, i have successfully release myself from one of the responsibilities entrusted to me since i come here, since i have been in Leeds. it has taught me a lot. so many things had happened while i was with it. so many things that sometimes i have to choose either my personal life or it, and to worse either it or my tarbiyah. i have grown with it. even though it was not fully mine. i would love it now and in the future, if God wills. ALLAHuakbar, only God knows how grateful i am to be free of it and at the same time how sad i am as i am no more a part of it. over the last one year, i have tried to contribute to it. i was happy for it, even though it was hurtful sometimes. i was happy because i was a part of it. indeed i was soooo happy to be part of it, to contribute..but i know, i can do more if there were more chances or if the situations were different. and indeed, it made me grow. i have learnt something.
i gain something and i loose some as well, to gain something better than both...
indeed ALLAH is Great!
Thursday, April 28
aku ingin syurga buatmu
aku inginkan kebahagian abadi buatmu
dan untuk yang di sekeliling juga
kerana itu aku cuba untuk melakukan yang terbaik
untuk sama-sama, kita, sebanyaknya
dan bertemu di sana
menyambut janji indah dari Tuhan
dan untuk itu aku tidak mengorbankanmu
demi Tuhan aku tidak mengorbankanmu
Tuesday, April 26
Friday, April 22
Tuesday, April 19
Salam wa bismillah,
It has been a few days since i left home for SC and my easter jaulah. Much has been accountered but very little have i learnt. Subhanallah, subhanallah..astaghfirullah, may this realization comes purely deep from my heart. There is nothing more that i want than wanting to be closer to Him throughout this safar. It has been quite a long time that i have not really left my comfort zone to refresh my sight and intention. I have struggled, i think, to keep my love to Him at the highest priority last couple of months.
School had been hard. Really hard. Not only because there are more to learn this time around but also because i failed to really keep myself on top of my work and responsibilities. Well, i guess this year is very challenging and ... (can't think of a suitable word to describe it). A year of transition..from a period of learning and translating what i have into actions to a period REALLY,SERIOUSLY need to put things into actions. For me, this transition is a phase that everyone will go through and once you face it you will know..hehe. (since the phases i have described seemed to sound similar). I hope this journey of body will bring me to a more meaningful journey of soul. Bringing me closure to Him. Enhancing my understanding of the deen and my obsessions towards it.
We have so many responsibilities than the time we have.
There are so many important things around us, and plenty of unimportants as well. If we are not clear of what we are heading and aiming for, we might end up wasting our time on the unimportants and need to pay things at a higher price later on. Life in this world only once. Everyone got this chance fairly. A chance to prove that we deserve His jannah. His wonderful paradise. And the journey to prove it is not easy but insyaAllah, He will make it easy and be besides us.
The first crucially vital step is to have the desire for the paradise. Aim for it. Yearn for it. Then only, after we become part of those who desire paradise, we can make our wat towards it. How can we live our lives for jannah if we do not even hope or dream for it. The price for jannah is not cheap. Everyone has to pay it with pure intentions, strong desire and sacrifices just to gain His blessings. His blessings: the keys to paradise.
Ok, off to cologne, germany.
Saturday, April 16
hurm, harini semacam penuh kepuasan. ALLAH berikan ketenangan hati walau badan penuh dengan kesibukan dunia. huhuhu...menanti dan mengira detik ke mukhayyam quran.
buat adikku di sane. nun, jauh di sana. sedang menghadapi muetnye. huhuhu. semoga berjaya, tak dapat nak berbicara dengannya sebelum meninggalkan bumi Leeds untuk urusan yang sudah dirancangkan. semoga segala .
yang sudah dirancangkan akan berjalan dengan lancar. ameen.
huh, satu lagi urusan nak diselesaikan, atau mungkin hanya usahakan yang termampu sebelum aku tinggalkan pada yang lain untuk diuruskan. astaghfirullah.
pulang nanti urusan sekolah pula menanti.
semoga Engkau redha dan menerima jual beli kami ya ALLAH.
aku (dan mereka) cinta Kamu ya ALLAH.
Friday, April 15
Thursday, April 14
Tuesday, April 12
Monday, April 11
Wednesday, April 6
Tuesday, April 5
Monday, April 4
baru-baru ni baru juga gaduh sebab si A ni marah si B. (walau padahal tak de la severe pun marahnya, cuma si B terasa..)
ni nak share cerita perbualan dua sahabat ni. semoga jadi pengajaran buat sahabat-sahabat yang lain.
A: life has been so challenging this time around
Sunday, April 3
tajuk: doa ukhuwah kami [versi pesalah]
Segala Pujian bagiMua Allah seluruh alam.
Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosa kami, kami hambaMu yang lemah.
Maafkanlah kesalahan kami Ya Allah.
Mulai hari ini,
Aku akan menyayangi saudaraku melebihi dari diriku sendiri
Aku akan tsiqah & yakin dengan saudaraku seperti mana pasti aku berasa tenang jika saudaraku meyakiniku
Aku akan mendahulukan saudaraku sebelum diriku sendiri
Aku akan mendahulukan kepentingan islam sebelum kepentingan diri sendiri
Aku akan berusaha meningkatkan kasih-sayang sesama saudaraku demi kemajuan islam & perjuangan dakwah
Wasallallahu a'la Sayyidina Muhammad
Wa'ala a'lihi wa sohbihi wassallam
Amin ya Rabb A'lamin
p/s: Mari kita beriltizam/komitted dalam melaksanakan do'a ini. Bukan teori, tetapi jihad melaksanakannya.
Uhibbukum fillah abadan abada.
Ukhuwah itu bekalan yang hebat di Jalan Dakwah
pastu teringat emel ni, penah dapat lame dulu.
tajuk: ukhuwah tak perlu diperjuang ....hhuhuhuh..::reflection mode:: >>>> ::exam mood::