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these people, the sisters and brothers far behind the high gate...have almost been forgotten.  just because i am too busy with my personal life and stuffs.  almost been forgotten.  whilst their lives are being stripped continuously. oo ALLAH, please..please. make me clear of where i am going. so that i would not be easily fooled by this world.  man yuridillahubihi khayr, yufakkihu fi deen man yuridillahubihi khayr, yufakkihu fi deen tolonglah ya Tuhan,  jangan lalaikan aku dengan dunia yang semakin hari semakin mencabar semakin hari semakin melalaikan  kesibukan demi kesibukan  perasaan demi perasaan  cubaan demi cubaan  sedangkan segalanya datang dariMu maka dekatkan aku kepadaMu

bismillah,  ni, saya bagi kat hosmets saya ^.^..lama tau tunggu jam-jam kecik ni sampai... dari china la katakan :) semoga menjadi motivasi buat kami untuk terus berusaha.  ni kata-kata yang tak muat nak tulis dalam bookmark yang comel tu: walau mungkin langkah kita berbeza, semoga haluan dan tujuan kita sama.  maafkan saya untuk segala kekhilafan, cinta dan sayang yang ALLAH kurniakan ini,  saya masih belajar untuk betul-betul menghargainya sebagaimana dituntut ke atas seorang yang beriman. selamat berusaha kawan-kawan.  sesungguhnya bagi seorang mukmin itu, antara sebab dan akibat ada Tuhan di tengah-tengahnya. USAHA + DOA + TAWAKAL = Resipi Kehidupan, ~ Kebahagiaan Dunia dan Akhirat.   ps: untuk yang tak dapat, tunggu turn ye :) 

Kecondongan mereka (wanita Palestina) akan dunia itu sedikit, sehingga mereka mudah untuk menghafal Al-Quran, mereka adalah wanita-wanita tangguh. Tak sedikit pun rasa sedih ketika anak-anaknya menjadi pejuang Allah dan menjadi seorang yang syahid. Mereka adalah wanita-wanita cerdas. Mereka adalah wanita-wanita yang dekat dengan Allah SWT. Persiapkanlah menjadi seorang istri dan ibu. Seorang wanita harus mempersiapkan menjadi ibu generasi, siap menjadi ibu sehat. Oleh karena itu perhatikanlah menu-menu makanan yang kita (wanita) makan. Dari rahim inilah akan tumbuh embrio yang luar biasa dari seorang ibu yang luar biasa. Dari rahim inilah akan tumbuh embrio yang sehat dari seorang ibu yang sehat.” “Pernikahan adalah suatu fitrah, ia bukanlah beban tapi kebutuhan. Dari rumah tangga muslim akan lahirlah khilafah fi ard. Dan satu kunci yang penting, kedekatan seorang hamba dengan Allah SWT. Ketika seorang hamba telah bertaqwa, Allah SWT akan memudahkan jalannya”. tentang...

1st day bismillahirahmanirrahim.. ni teman baru saya :) sepasang sekor kawan saya pilih, sekor lg saya pilih.huhuhu.. rupanya satu rumah gembira ada penghuni baru,  selama ni saya sangat gembira bila tetamu datang kerana tamu membawa rahmat kan? semoga dengan penghuni baru ni, rumah lebih indah dengan zikir mereka. semoga mereka mengajak kami sama-sama berzikir, tazkirah dikala kasal dan futur :)  selamat datang dengan penuh kasih sayang...

2 sahabat ni sejak dua menjak ni selalu gaduh. baru-baru ni baru juga gaduh sebab si A ni marah si B. (walau padahal tak de la severe pun marahnya, cuma si B terasa..)  ni nak share cerita perbualan dua sahabat ni. semoga jadi pengajaran buat sahabat-sahabat yang lain.  A:  life has been so challenging this time around hahahaha (sometimes i forgot to view it as challenging....) sampai kadang2 saya rase it is stressfull optimism hilang dengan acute xtau la mutabaah amal dan iman xcukup lagi tahu x iman y benar tu ALLAH kate mcm ape? B: ntah  A: tgk surah ibrahim ayat 24-25 ALLAH kate mcm pokok iman saya xmcm pokok y ALLAH ckp tu sbb tu buah dia masam rendang dia x dpat jd teduhan utk orang hahaha kan kita belajar kalau pokok tu makin luas akar dia menjalar dalam tanah tu makin luas dahan dia menjulang kt langit kan? so makin banyak la kawsan bumi y dia teduhkan kan? tapi iman saya belum mcm tu lg ciput je y jd teduhan cukup utk teduhkan diri sendiri je...

Catherine Huntley Retail assistant, 21, Bournemouth “My parents always thought I was abnormal, even before I became a Muslim. In my early teens, they’d find me watching TV on a Friday night and say, ‘What are you doing at home? Haven’t you got any friends to go out with?’ “The truth was: I didn’t like alcohol, I’ve never tried smoking and I wasn’t interested in boys. You’d think they’d have been pleased. “I’ve always been quite a spiritual person, so when I started studying Islam in my first year of GCSEs, something just clicked. I would spend every lunchtime reading about Islam on the computer. I had peace in my heart and nothing else mattered any more. It was a weird experience – I’d found myself, but the person I found wasn’t like anyone else I knew. “I’d hardly ever seen a Muslim before, so I didn’t have any preconceptions, but my parents weren’t so open-minded. I hid all my Muslim books and headscarves in a drawer, because I was so scared they’d find out. “When I told my parent...

Aqeela Lindsay Wheeler Housewife and mother, 26, Leicester “As a teenager I thought all religion was pathetic. I used to spend every weekend getting drunk outside the leisure centre, in high-heeled sandals and miniskirts. My view was: what’s the point in putting restrictions on yourself? You only live once. “At university, I lived the typical student existence, drinking and going clubbing, but I’d always wake up the next morning with a hangover and think, what’s the point? “It wasn’t until my second year that I met Hussein. I knew he was a Muslim, but we were falling in love, so I brushed the whole issue of religion under the carpet. But six months into our relationship, he told me that being with me was ‘against his faith’. “I was so confused. That night I sat up all night reading two books on Islam that Hussein had given me. I remember bursting into tears because I was so overwhelmed. I thought, ‘This could be the whole meaning of life.’ But I had a lot of questions: why should I ...

Sukina Douglas Spoken-word poet, 28, London “Before I found Islam, my gaze was firmly fixed on Africa. I was raised a Rastafarian and used to have crazy-long dreadlocks: one half blonde and the other half black. “Then, in 2005, my ex-boyfriend came back from a trip to Africa and announced that he’d converted to Islam. I was furious and told him he was ‘losing his African roots’. Why was he trying to be an Arab? It was so foreign to how I lived my life. Every time I saw a Muslim woman in the street I thought, ‘Why do they have to cover up like that? Aren’t they hot?’ It looked oppressive to me. “Islam was already in my consciousness, but when I started reading the autobiography of Malcolm X at university, something opened up inside me. One day I said to my best friend, Muneera, ‘I’m falling in love with Islam.’ She laughed and said, ‘Be quiet, Sukina!’ She only started exploring Islam to prove me wrong, but soon enough she started believing it, too. “I was always passionate about wom...

From left: Sukina Douglas, Catherine Heseltine, Aqeela Lindsay Wheeler, Catherine Huntley and Joanne Bailey Joanne Bailey Solicitor, 30, Bradford “The first time I wore my hijab into the office, I was so nervous, I stood outside on the phone to my friend for ages going, ‘What on earth is everyone going to say?’ When I walked in, a couple of people asked, ‘Why are you wearing that scarf? I didn’t know you were a Muslim.’ “I’m the last person you’d expect to convert to Islam: I had a very sheltered, working-class upbringing in South Yorkshire. I’d hardly even seen a Muslim before I went to university. “In my first job at a solicitor’s firm in Barnsley, I remember desperately trying to play the role of the young, single, career woman: obsessively dieting, shopping and going to bars – but I never felt truly comfortable. “Then one afternoon in 2004 everything changed: I was chatting to a Muslim friend over coffee, when he noticed the little gold crucifix around my neck. He said, ‘Do you ...