it hurts so much

it hurts so much
that i feel like my heart is broken into pieces

it hurts so much
that it feels so numb

it hurts so much
because we have the same aim and goal

it hurts so much
because we are a part of each other

it hurts so much
that i feel like stepping back, but i can't
He wouldn't be happy
I! wouldn't be happy

husnuzhan!
doing it isn't as easy as saying it

may be there are things that have not yet settled that make me so confused about it?

what is it really to understand from the story of Ali and Mua'wiyah  and Ummu Aisyah?

what?!

oo ALLAH, it hurts so much that only You know how hard it is.

give me strength and peace. please ya Rabb..
teach me..
help me to heal this treasure that You've given me



i don't know how it should be. show me the way.. please ya Rabb...

are all of these really necessary?
seriously..i'm puzzled!

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