melankolik?..syifa penawarku..

bismillah..

counting days till exam..two days more..struggling indeed..
suddenly fear comes into my mind.
but i will not lose hope.
He is with me
and with my friends
with us and everyone who always wants Him to be near

indeed these moments teach me to appreciate and understand the meaning of al-fatir 35:15

يَا أَيُّهَا النَّاسُ أَنتُمُ الْفُقَرَاءُ إِلَى اللَّـهِ ۖ وَاللَّـهُ هُوَ الْغَنِيُّ الْحَمِيدُ

O men! you are they who stand in need of Allah, and Allah is He Who is the Self-sufficient, the Praised One.

indeed we are the ones who need Him. the ones who have no control over this very life. He knows what best for us. this is His tarbiyah. 

let Him shape our iman and takwa. He knows the best and will always do. and His promises are always true.

 كُتِبَ عَلَيْكُمُ الْقِتَالُ وَهُوَ كُرْهٌ لَّكُمْ ۖ وَعَسَىٰ أَن تَكْرَهُوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ خَيْرٌ لَّكُمْ ۖ وَعَسَىٰ أَن تُحِبُّوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ شَرٌّ لَّكُمْ ۗوَاللَّـهُ يَعْلَمُ وَأَنتُمْ لَا تَعْلَمُونَ 

. Fighting is enjoined on you, and it is an object of dislike to you; and it may be that you dislike a thing while it is good for you, and it may be that you love a thing while it is evil for you, and Allah knows, while you do not know. (2:216)

يَا أَيُّهَا النَّاسُ إِنَّ وَعْدَ اللَّـهِ حَقٌّ ۖ فَلَا تَغُرَّنَّكُمُ الْحَيَاةُ الدُّنْيَا ۖ وَلَا يَغُرَّنَّكُم بِاللَّـهِ الْغَرُورُ

O men! surely the promise of Allah is true, therefore let not the life of this world deceive you, and let not the archdeceiver deceive you respecting Allah. (35:5)

one thing that a Muslim, a believer who submits to The One God, should believe in is that He is the one who gives the rewards. and everything is easy for Him. it is not what we get that He values but our efforts that He counts. the effort...

usaha seorang hamba untuk menjadi hamba yang sebenarnya kepada Tuhan Yang Maha Pengasih, Yang Telah Menciptakan. USAHA! kerana tiada sesuatu yang akan berlaku melainkan dengan izinNya dan tiada kekuatan melainkan dariNya: 

tapi yang paling penting, ingatan yang penuh dan tawakal yang berpanjangan serta takwa yang mengisi setiap denyut nadi dan nafas itu tidak harus hilang apabila kesempitan telah diangkat dari bahu-bahu yang memikul.. semoga aku dan sahabat tidak futur dalam perjalanan sebagai ghuraba...insyaALLAH

PS: selain ALLAH, keluarga, adik dan kawan2. syifa' penawarku.