the fear of tomorrow
awwalan..bismillah walhamdulillah, thumma, alhamdulillah... alhamdulillah since the exam for this academic year has ended. yesterday. 1530. alhamdulillah that the wait and anxiety have ended. but honestly, over weeks of preparing for the exam, most of the time i felt numb rather than anxious. i don't know whether that was good or not, but i know that i had pushed myself and persevered with all the strength that He gave throughout the moments.. alhamdulillah wa tawakal 'ala al-Rahman for the exam just a little bit of sharing of my thoughts and feelings (as always) within these few days, i have been haunted by a feeling of fear fear of tomorrow, fear of what will happen tomorrow fear of what will come next year and not to deny, a fear for the exam as well (and the list go on...) yet there are hopes there are indeed, waiting to go back and meet my family and work with them to improve our imaan (insyaALLAH) work with my friends meet those i love and have left f...