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there had been a few things happened in my life these past few days or even past few weeks. i can't list them cause i don't remember all. but i know, i'm feeling sad as i am worried i might have done things wrongly or badly. i'm scared of sins i might do from my speech. i'm worried of sins in might do with my hands and feet. i'm extremely worried of sins i might do with my heart. things that are going around deep inside which i might miss. i am scared. and each time it happens, i feel vulnerable. i am even scared to talk to people.  something happened today, which became the climax of this drama, and i grabbed back the book i have read years ago. the book of taqwa. i read it, and my heart bleeds. my heart cries. emotional tornado. i felt so sad for the days that have left, i am sorry the wrongdoings. anyway, enough emotions.. this is what i made out of scanning through the little book back again.. *cry* ok dalam urusan apa yang kita kena bertaqwa...

kopi pes dari blog:  kisah dua sahabat dan pokok 2 sahabat ni sejak dua menjak ni selalu gaduh. baru-baru ni baru juga gaduh sebab si A ni marah si B. (walau padahal tak de la severe pun marahnya, cuma si B terasa..)  ni nak share cerita perbualan dua sahabat ni. semoga jadi pengajaran buat sahabat-sahabat yang lain.  A:  life has been so challenging this time around hahahaha (sometimes i forgot to view it as challenging....) sampai kadang2 saya rase it is stressfull optimism hilang dengan acute xtau la mutabaah amal dan iman xcukup lagi tahu x iman y benar tu ALLAH kate mcm ape? B: ntah  A: tgk surah ibrahim ayat 24-25 ALLAH kate mcm pokok iman saya xmcm pokok y ALLAH ckp tu sbb tu buah dia masam rendang dia x dpat jd teduhan utk orang hahaha kan kita belajar kalau pokok tu makin luas akar dia menjalar dalam tanah tu makin luas dahan dia menjulang kt langit kan? so makin banyak la kawsan bumi...